Pheww... jus finished cooking my spag sauce... bringing to work tomorrow. woohoo.... since N's been bringing food all the time. so its my turn tomorrow to bring....



field trip to farms is tomorrow. i haf to be in school earlier. need to help W with some packing... too many things to do... hehe. gotta be early coz they're leaving at 9..



hmmm too many things happen in school nowadays.... cant even be bothered with them.... super fake ppl. hahaha.... might be leaving after my practicums... but i dunno.. i feel sad if i were to leave. i love the kids.... but.. arggh better not say it here. hehe.

met new friend after work... went to bugis for dinner... hehe. shall not elaborate further.. hehe. afterall, i had fun. thanks to new friend... hehe

well, gotta go. need to do some stuff. hehehe.

Labels: happy

its been aaggess since i last update. weekends were great... woohoo..
the trip to sentosa with small aunt's p5 students was super fun. they did the high n low elements...
i tried one of them... the call it the LEAP OF FAITH! hahahaha.
its super scary i tell you. but i manage to reach the top n stand on the pole. hahaha.
we haf to jump n reach for the trampoline.....
i jumped! i manage to get hold of the trampoline... BUT IT SLIPPED!!! n its all thanks to sweaty palms....
small aunt also tried.... n guess wad.. she was standing on the pole for a whole 20mins!!! hahaha. she was too scared to jump. lol. poor small aunt. being pressurised by the ppl below. hehehe. but anyway, she did herself proud by standing there for a whole 20mins. hehe. even i couldnt do that...

went to the beach area during break... palawan beach is not bad actually.... hehe. but its more for family... but its a nice placce to go la... shud go there one day ok small aunt!! hehe.

the kids had their dinner in front of images of spore... then the first few groups were off for their nite walk. had their nite walk at the dragon trail..... i followed. its my first nite walk in the jungle. its mt first nite walk, walking with a stranger. hahaha. walked with one of the teachers....

the place is super dark n super scary.... gosh.. i will never walk there again... hahaha. went home late...

went for their campfire yesterday. went to small aunt's skool after work.... the campfire was super fun.... the instructors were spontaneous.. very spantaneous.... had mcD for supper.... cool or wad. hahaha. went home late...

today, nothing much happen at work... had to teach the smaller kids in the evening... super tiring la... i still haf a lot of things to do... parents teacher meeting things... arghh!! tired!! tired!! tired!! haha. oh well gotta go... need to do my stuff... i haf to stop procrastinating!!! bye

dun even try to test my patience....
i'm sick n tired of everything....
EVERYTHING!!!!

Labels: patience

woke up late today n i realized that i forgot to bring my lesson plan book home yesterday.... how cool is that?!
actually i wanted to go to school today to do my learning ctr but i was too sick to get up early... now that i forgot to bring home the lesson plan book... i still haf to go to skool.
bath n off to skool...

its a super hot day n yet i wore all black... STOOPID! lol. sat with N. played with the kids. brought home the kids' project works n creative exoression. thot of compiling them at home. lol. n we're off to mcdonalds for lunch. unfortunately mcdonalds was super full... n we decided to go home. lol.

went to small aunt's place... watched hindi movie on tv, mohabattein. did i get the spelling rite? lol. n we're luffing like hell for some stupid reasons.... lol. then went back home to change n get clothes for eyra. poor thing. she's sick. then back to small aunt's place....

watched duyung. its super funny la. small aunt's mum bought mee goreng... ate n talk2....

i'm going to sentosa wit small aunt tomorrow!! woohoo.... her p5s are having camp.... n i get to follow them!! wheeeeee!!! super funn!!!

n now i dun haf time to do my skool work. hahaha. see la.. pandai2 bawak balik... tapi tk buat... waste my energy only!! hahahaha.

oh well gotta go.. need to sleep. hopefully the fever will go off tomorrow... i wanna go sentosa!!!
byee!!

fever n flu sux big time....
too many things needed to be done...
learning centre not up yet.
i'm super dead la ok....


fever sux la... arghh.... n i got the wrong info from wana....
NSSL is next sunday...
not this sunday.... aiya....
boring boring....

its weekends.... n theres nothing much to do...
reflective journals.... arghh! i seriously dunno wad to write...
dunno if i wanna go skool tomolo n take all the project works...
still got heaps of stuff need to be done...

gotta go.....

Labels: giving up

havent been updating lately...
been really bz with skool...
too lazy to update...
nothing new....
its the same old thing everyday...

oh yes..... NSSL is this SUNDAY!! arghh!!
svens will be joining DIVA LA FUTBOL this yr... wheeeee!! i'm joining them back... yayness!!! wheee....

gott go. bye!

Labels: kids.

sick n tired of EVERYTHING!!!!

my saturday was GREAT!!!!
went to dance audition with small n her eunosian kids... they took part in the dance explosion. the audition was at sengkang cc. went to her school first to help with the kids. then took the bus to sengkang cc. there were like only the 10 of us but the bus was super big! hahahaha.

the girls did very well. hopefully they get into the finals. hehe. good luck ya! then one of the teacher treat them mcdonalds...... took the bus back to school. had their treat n then changed n home sweet home. took the cab to small aunts place to put the stuff.

went to far east. its been aagggeeessss since we last went to far east together.... took bus 5. get some practicum stuff from shuwen.. then walked around far east. small aunt bought a wig! she looks nice.... everything looks good la on her. lol. n she was saying to me that y not wear a wig than hair extensions.... jgn ajar ehh!! hahahahahahaha.

walked to coffee bean at paragon. had our drink while waiting time to pass by..... talked2... then took a cab to century square. met the cousins. oh yea, we watched CONGKAK!! woohooo.... it was super good!! its a must watch i shud say. its super scary n the effects were super good.... LOL. small aunt n me was like shouting n swearing at the nenek most of the time. lol.

had supper at simpang bedok. tried the nasi goreng ayam tiga rasa. lol. wanted to try it agges ago but it seems that i always get the wrong order. lol. finally i got it yesterday. it was nice thou. lil beo had bullet steak. n i ate up his whipped potato!! hahahaha. went home around 1.

today, going to a kid's from my workplace b'day party.... meeting my colleague later. need to go get him a present.

not working tomorrow!! wheeeeeeeee!~ but i still need to do my reflective journals n stuff. arghh! practicums sux!! i got to do this once n thats it. hahaha.


yea.... its friday!!!!
finally..... i can relax... lol..
its been a really hectic week. practicum... kids' project work.... creative expression....
lol. too many things.
but still go out after work everyday.....
now, pocket da kosong!! hahahaha n its only the 16th!! hahahahaha.

met iza at mac after work today.... waited for her since i reach early.... yea n we talked2.... it was kinda cool thou. talked about secondary skool days... yea, we miss sec skool days. hahaha. talked about some other things.

adli came to do some stuff on the internet. then headed home. ALONE! lol. n i saw a DEAD CAT UNDER TREE ON MY WAY HOME!!!!! gross n scary!! arghhhhhh!!

so looking forward to go out wit small aunt tomorrow!! dance competition at sengkang n congkak movie after that! wooooohooooooo!!! tomorrow's gonna be super super fun!!!!

gotta go... BYE!

practicum sux big time. theres so much to do but so little time. arghh!!
2nd day of practicum n yet i havent even do my journals. i'm DEAD!!
so many things need to be done.
ptm is end of this month..... need to compile the creative expression n projects by the end of next week.
will be going for another excursion with the kids!! woohooooooo!!!
yay!! so looking forward... seriously its not easy being an earlychildhood educator....

tomorrow's FRIDAY!! yayness! i'm so looking forward! coz its the only nite you can sleep late n wake up late the next day. LOL.

weeekends!! so many thing lined up for the weekends!! woohoooo!! dance comp.... birthday party.... n yes!! its a holiday on the monday! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......


i miss my girlfriends.... meet up soon ok girls!!
i miss small aunt! c ya this saturday ok!! we sure gonna haf heaps of fun!!! LOL.

Labels: dirty little secret

the outing with saliza n hafidz on saturday was super fun.... went to meet iza first. headed to marina. had lunch at mcdonalds while waiting for hafidz. then went to watch movie since hafidz got free tix. watched hati malaya. lol. its ok la. its about how malaya got its independence. hahaha. social studies. lol. played pool at lucky plaza. seriouslyi suck at pool... teach me other games but not pool. lol. but it was fun thou. playing anyhow. hahahahaha. accompanied hafidz to haf his dinner at the foodcourt. then walked to the cathay to meet small aunt. had donuts!! wwoohoo... its been aagessss since i last ate donuts. lol. waited for small aunt to finish watching ironman movie. sat alone at starbucks. had mocha frap... lol. thats my third one in a week.... LOL.

small aunt, hubby n his friend came. sat and talked2 at starbucks...talked till late nite. lol. talked about heaps of stuff la.... i super fun la... sitting at starbucks, drink coffee, talk2..... rather than the usual shopping. hehehe. came home late. heheh

went to marina wit small aunt yeaterday afternoon to go get the mother's day cake. the initial plan was to get the banana choc cake from secret recipe.... but too bad la. we shud haf pre ordered it which we didnt..... so we got the one from swensens..... sticky chewy choc with butterscotch ice-cream cake. woooohooooo.... super2 nice... small aunt got brooches for all the mums... mng purse for great grandma.... rock la die!! hahahahahahahaha. everyone was at small aunt's place yesterday. small aunt mum cooked mee soto, theres choc fondue! wad more could i ask.... hahahah. it was our first n the best mother's day celebration we had. lol.

went for dinner at daddy's sis's place at nite. it was an ok ok celebration. lol. not many came....


school today was ok. brought spaghetti for lunch... nothing happened in school today. except that they changed the tables in my class. they gave me a round table. i dun like!! lol. i prefer the rectangle tables la....

practicum's starting soon. i'm kinda scared... erghhh.... theres lots to do.... learning corners... arghh!!

gotta go... tired already..

tireeeeedddd..... i am super tired... school today is super boring without another colleague since shes on 2 days mc... oh gosh.... theres a k2 boy's birthday today. the mum brought a cake to celebrate.... ok the cake is a vanilla sponge with fresh cream i guess... which is not my favourite. n one of the teacher gave me a big portion n i had to force myself to finish it. LOL. my bad.

went home straight today since i've been going out everyday... its driving me crazy... i'd rather go out after work rather than go home straight... due to some reason....

i'm freaking bored rite now. i've got nothing to do.... thanks to someone who doesnt allow me to go out!!! DAMN!

practicum starts on monday... i'm a bit scared thou. erghhh... i haf to handle the kids. little rascals i shud say... i seriously need to get this over n done with. register for my dpt. arghh. i still haf a long way to go.... gosh.

meeting saliza tomorrow!! wheee.e... its been a month since i last see her. lol. yea. n i miss her of course. hehehe. gonna hang out of course. wheeeee... got lots of stuff to catch up....

oh yes. i need to do my phonics stuff... sooooo boringggggggg...... need to go get the sand paper... can we go art friend tomorrow? hehehe dun think so. lol.

oh well i gotta. go........ sooooo sooooooo boring!!!!!!!!!
can we go cafe del mar.... i miss cafe del mar.......

heaps of thin havent been going my way lately.
i've been going out everyday after work....
i haf my reasons why....
i'm pissed with almost everything...
i'm trying to swallow everything they say...
i'm trying to put on a deaf ear...
oh pls help me!!!!

met bestie at parkway today.... had starbucks... then retail therapy... hehe. went to look for bag at isetan. i'm still fickle whether to buy the billabong or the nike bag. n oh yes. i'm now eyeing on the nike free maryjanes... shud i get that? look nice thou... see. fickle me. arghh. got heaps of stuff to buy but i'll end up buying other stuff. lol.....

oh well gotta go. i seriously got no mood to blog.... sorry....

Labels: fcuk off

work was crap today...... thanks to some ppl... n the kids are getting on my nerves day by day.. arghh!!

met the girlfriends without bestie after work today.... woohoo!! its been ages since i last see them.... went window shopping while waiting for them.... hahaha. i'm crazy... shop alone. hahaha. bought long sleeve top from cotton on. black. what else. all i wear is black black black. lol. sat at starbucks.... had my mocha frap finally. what a relief... oh plus oreo cheesecake! woohooooo!!
camwhored wit the girls... its super fun la ok. talked non stop..... we shud meet up more often ok. i love you girls!!

work tomorrow. oh gosh i;m so not looking forward to... i need to finish up the mothers' day thingy which is like halfway done... argh! i need to complete it by thursday. arghhh!! STRESS...

gotta go. gonna upload pics!! byeeee!

Labels: i love girlfriends.

freaking tired....
still haf so many stuff that i've not done. arghh!
flashcards n mother's day stuff! arghhhhhhh!!!!
plus the ppl in school.... i only look forward to go to work to see the lil ones, nicole n chevonne.

something happened in school made me really pissed today.....
shall not elaborate. dun spoil my mood..... lol.

went to meet small aunt today....
walked around city hall before meeting her.
window shopped alone....! hahaha. yea alone! i kinda like it coz i get to see stuff at my own pace n i haf all the time in the world to myself. i dun haf to think about ppl waiting for me n shit! hahahah.
saw the stuff i wanted but i'm still fickle whether to buy or not.. hahaha.
i of course need a new bag n shoe.
i'm currently eyeing on the gravis boxing shoes. damn! its super nice. but i'm afraid i might not wear it if i were to buy. like the previous one which is adidas. i only wore it like twicce n i had to throw it away since the suede got spoilt. arghhhh!!!

went to zara, topshop, mango, dorothy perkins n fox... saw really nice short sleeved shirts at fox. but i dun think i can wear coz the sizes are quite funny. lol...

meeting the girls tomorrow. but besties couldnt make it tomorrow. too bad.... meet up some other time ok bestie! its been ages since i last see them. the last time was like 1apr when we went to sentosa! thats really long...... i miss them la ok... we got lots n lots of stuff to catch up ok girls. hehehehehe.

ogot work tomorrow. boringgggggggggggggg... got lots of stuff to do. boringgggggggggggg... arghh! i'm gonna be super dead coz i havent do my flashcards!! die fid die!!! hahahahaha.

oh well gotta go... need to watch my new favourite MS SWAN! its super funny la ok. go watch it on youtube!!!

~fid

i know you can make it thru the rain........

wad is so wrong with the way i dress?? just mind you own fcuking business! that is the way i dress. got a big problem?!erghh.. yea... some COUSIN just did that.

went to school today. cleared my locker. rearrange the phonics n reading books. plus throw away unnecessary stuff... not many came. i was super sleepy when the children were sleeping la... mcm mane tk ngantok. i slept at 1 the nite b4. lol. am i crazy or wad. lol.

went to bugis after that. the plan is to shop till you drop since pay is in. i was about to withdraw money.... guess wad!? I COULDNT WITHDRAW!!!! PAISEY GILE!!! i can only withdraw on monday! n so walked around bugis st without buying anything. but i've got something to buy once i can withdraw the money. which centres gives cheque as your pay? its freaking leceh.... when you gotta pay up your bills n shit. n everything is delayed... orghh...

went to see small aunt's dad at the hospital after that... oh yes. n the COUSIN was looking at the way i wear. its expected la... i was wearing shorts with leggings. hahahahah. but who cares. thats the way i dress. not some jubah with telekong like tudung!! LOL!

sleeping over at small aunt's place! woohoo!! this is super super cool. going to the hospital again tomorrow afternoon. n yea i haf to do the lesson plan. i haf the whole day at the hispital to do them . lol. well, gotta go.... super super tired already....

Labels: you leave me speechless........

i'm super tired....
work is super crazy.....
the kids are really driving me mad today.... they cant sit still. on holiday mood i guess. haha

small aunt's dad was admitted in the hospital.... poor him. he was alrite when i went over to their place yesterday... n today he's admitted at the hospital.... went to the hospital str8 after work. SGH. a lot of things change since i last went there. which was like 3yrs ago. lol. had deli potato from delifrance... i usually have the egg filling... but i got the chicken one today since the egg's not available. not really nice thou. i still prefer the egg filling. lol.

saw watermelon!! woohoo! that adorable baby... shes still the cutest n my favourite thou.... lol.

i'm going to work tomorrow. coz both my colleagues are working tomorrow. woohoo... at least i get to "CLEAN" my class. do my lesson plan shit n the flashcards. arghh@!!!!

going out shopping!!! yayness!~ lol. yea i still need to save up. cant spend every single cent. hahahaha.

oh well gotta go....

Labels: missing you already....

super super tired.... theres so much work to do this few weeks... need to catch up with the phonics n creative expression shit. erghh. lesson plan. damn! n i dun even know wad art n craft work i cn do with the kids tomorrow....

well enuf of work....
mr boyfriend went back to perth today. gosh... time flies real fast... didnt get to spend that much time wit him. i feel really bad... its all thanks to work... but we did went out for movies on tuesday... went out wit bestie n bf.... double date! lol. watched movie at marina since we met at esplanade n its already 6plus... watched awake. its a nice but painful movie..... lol. they came over to my place last nite... went to the airport to send him off with the pasir ris cousins... it was really sad la... i had to hold back my tears... i dun wanna cry in front of everyone... maluuuu. lol.

to mr boyfriend,
i'm really sorry i didnt get to spend time with you. i'm sorry i didnt see you everyday. i'm sorry i didnt take you to nice places while you were here.. i didnt bring you to SINGAPORE FLYER which i actually planned to bring you but i cant find the right time to. i'm sorry for being too shy. i hope you had a good time while you were here. i hope like the gift that i gave you. i didnt know wad to get you actually.... hehe. but most of all, I LOVE YOU!

its about time to save up... i really need to save up... i've been spending like nobody's business... argh. HELP!!!!!! need to save up for certain reasons.... *shhhhhhh* lol.

i've got skool tomorrow. can i not go? i'm dead tired.... i'm going back to skool on saturday morning. too many things to do!! too many!! arghh!! going out with the colleague after that. to merayap of course!!! hahahaha.

oh well gotta go, got some stuff to do... LESSON PLAN sux BIG TIME!!!

i love you...... i regret not telling you while you were here. i'm too shy to tell you. but i really do love you...

FID

Pheww... jus finished cooking my spag sauce... bringing to work tomorrow. woohoo.... since N's been bringing food all the time. so its my turn tomorrow to bring....



field trip to farms is tomorrow. i haf to be in school earlier. need to help W with some packing... too many things to do... hehe. gotta be early coz they're leaving at 9..



hmmm too many things happen in school nowadays.... cant even be bothered with them.... super fake ppl. hahaha.... might be leaving after my practicums... but i dunno.. i feel sad if i were to leave. i love the kids.... but.. arggh better not say it here. hehe.

met new friend after work... went to bugis for dinner... hehe. shall not elaborate further.. hehe. afterall, i had fun. thanks to new friend... hehe

well, gotta go. need to do some stuff. hehehe.

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